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i'm afraid to get my tests done tomorrow
i'm afraid they're gonna tell me i drink too much
they've been trying to get me into therapy
but they've got me on lexapro which seems to be working fine
i'm worrying all my family
dad i still love you forever and always
the night the nypd came to my house
i think they said the littleton police
never got a text or anything
but i still love you
my sister said you didn't even know what happened
and probably still don't because i haven't talked to you in
quite a long time

my mom is gone
my mom is gone
my mom is gone
my mom is gone

she didn't want me to ever talk about her experience
the worst fucking experience in the world
but she kept strong thru it and held her grave
man she was the best
we used to go hiking
and then at the end of the hiking
we would drink jamba juice
at the place right next to blockbuster

mom is gone
oh mom is gone
oh mom is gone

i almost knocked my tv over


from You Are Beautiful, released September 30, 2019


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Mesita Brooklyn, New York

Mesita is James Cooley, music from Colorado. Since 2008

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