Here's To Nowhere + Living​/​Breathing EP

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The second Mesita album, bundled together with the Living/Breathing EP. Enjoy, and thank you for the support!

Here's To Nowhere LP released March 25, 2011.
cover ~ i.imgur.com/B0Ceh.jpg
[Recorded 2010 to 2011.]

1. A Million Shades of Sky
2. Off The Map
3. Friend To The Horizon
4. Lone Wolf
5. Involuntary Dreamer
6. Somewhere Else
7. In A Life After
8. Time Away From The World
9. The New Age
10. Lose The Plot

Living/Breathing EP released November 30, 2010.
cover ~ i.imgur.com/8auwV.jpg
[Recorded in 2010, released just prior to Here's To Nowhere.]

1(1). Living/Breathing
1(2). Your Free Spirit
1(3). Cowards Run
1(4). For The Best
1(5). Here For You
1(6). Jet Trails
1(7). In Crisis

Bonus Tracks

18. Live For Something New (B-Side)
19. Miles To Nowhere (B-Side)

credits

released 25 March 2011

Recorded in Seattle, Washington and Littleton, Colorado.

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Track Name: A Million Shades of Sky
we'll be more than this
but this night won't
yes, i'll wait for you
and the morning sun
will wait for me

in this life, to be here for you
all with hope there's one here waiting, too
please do

in due time and keeping forward
all these blessings and rewards for love
from above

to be somewhere sitting calmly
stare into the greater nothing of
finding why

from the heavens, moving forward
in a million shades of gorgeous sky
for you and i

if you only knew
all the good i would have done for you
Track Name: Off The Map
on a shore alone and cold
i wait for you still and hope
for a ship come sailing in
any sight of your signal

want to be someone you need
a soul worth searching for
there is no one in this whole wide world
who is left wanting you more

i want to know
that you are better than before
in the sand, i sit here waiting
for a message to come to shore
i'm off the map, i'm off the map

why'd i leave so far from home
why try to let you go
all the misery i have ever felt
could be numbed by a different soul

long to be the strength you need
not the manic one before
but still too weak in my desperate times
as the trainwreck at your door

i want to know
that you are better than before
in the sand, i sit here waiting
for a message to come to shore
i'm off the map, i'm off the map
Track Name: Friend To The Horizon
i'm not trying to change your mind
but we weren't made for this world
it's best we stick together

i put on the breaks, separate it and hide
the horizon's a distant friend of mine
the goal is to chase something all of the time
so i'll always be after what i'll never find

and no i won't shout
i was born to love not fight
am i something from before
am i something undefined
i'm not here to push a change
no agenda for my type
i was before my time
i was before my time

i put on the breaks, separate it and hide
the horizon's a distant friend of mine
you tried to shut them up and they filled up the towns
so you gave em all a voice they drowned each other out

and no i won't shout
i was born to love not fight
am i something from before
am i something undefined
i'm not here to push a change
no agenda for my type
i was before my time
i was before my time

i will drag you down that's all
i'm a pawn here
and i'm lowly
i'm a viewer
nothing holy
when my time comes
i'll be only
just a friend to
the horizon
Track Name: Lone Wolf
born a beast
in the fields out off
i've no place in their world

sunny day
and the clouds array
on my own here on out

cause i am
a lone wolf
i was born a distant beast
i will claw to get away

to be known
as alone
the fields be here to talk

watch your step
i will fight
my teeth are sharper than most

cause i am
a lone wolf
i was born a distant beast
i will claw to get away
Track Name: Involuntary Dreamer
involuntary dreamer
i was away for a while
i was waiting for you

before i shut my eyes
off to drift for the night
watch a pain pass me by

swear i'm not the same
i am amazed by the world
i am waiting for you
i am waiting for you

i will not be saved
from building for a better day
i was away for a while

you're all i could hope for
yeah, you're everything to me
i was away for a while

i know we should be silent
but i was dreaming so long
i was waiting for you
i was waiting for you

i am not afraid
of this flesh i am made
my love, my faith

we both feel the same
off in similar ways
six different shades
Track Name: Somewhere Else
living life in three-month-long stories
moving on from one to the next
when you think you finally know me
i have become somebody else

need to leave behind this worry
just can't seem to rest my head
when i think i'm finally settled
i am headed out somewhere else

living life in three month-long stories
wanderlust has taken hold
still young, i see a world wide open
still need to find somebody else

need to leave behind this worry
just can't seem to rest my head
when i think i'm finally settled
i am headed out somewhere else

abandon when abandoned
so you leave before you are left
i've never really known who i am

hope these days will have some meaning someday
but for now i'm just a stray with a suitcase
Track Name: In A Life After
only runs from all inside
hunts out any way to flight
what will wait for you there
in a life after this

undone prince
and a dissonant throne
so weak to the unknown

can't just jump
down a rabbit hole
and hope to solve all your soul
what will wait for you there
in a life after this

clear all the marks held against you
pure and honest again
i pass your old haunts looking for you
and know i won't find you there
Track Name: Time Away From The World
in my time
guided by light
with shackled chains, the reins pulling tight

with a sigh
to realize
we have always been the ones we're waiting on

and i know how to fold
but i can't let it go
i need time away from the world

what's the use
holding in truths
when we're bound to lose it all someday soon

right always
feel no shame
to return to dust but all debts paid for

and i know how to fold
but i can't let it go
i need time away from the world

sickly attraction, corrupt love
a misery of shouting doubts
why bend to their rules, they threw you out
why bend to their rules, they threw you out

soldier for love, i stand and fight
with guidance from the endless sky
i will battle on, dead or alive
i will battle on, dead or alive

drift as a spirit, up so tall i
thought it be a harder fall
little did i know, i was wrong
little did i know, i was wrong
Track Name: The New Age
many days
was all years ago
the new age
was so beautiful

we got along quite well
we headed off

many days
felt a sun rising
reunite
in another life

who we become
passionate one
do what you love
you'll become

many days
felt no miracle
the new age
seemed so pitiful

will we belong
passionate ones
do what you love
you'll become
Track Name: Lose The Plot
and my time goes
on back and forth
as i move towards the door
and so what was
all of this for
could i be losing more

and i can't move on
you were my only hope
and i lose the plot
swore i'd never let you go
swore i'd never let you go

i'm a wreck now
in smoldering ashes
and rise to the sky
with a bad case
of wanting to fold
see my one chance go by

and i can't move on
you were my only hope
and i lose the plot
swore i'd never let you go
swore i'd never let you go

and i can't move on
you were my only hope
and i lose the plot
swore i'd never let you go
swore i'd never let you go
Track Name: Living/Breathing
i'm in love with the world today
and i want to give myself for all of you
i want to be the one you can count on
even in our darkest day

we are seeing
feeling
mystical
things

and we are beautiful
and we are worth it all
and we are living/breathing

i want to tell you all, you mean everything to me
and we are always one even when we disagree
there is something magical here
even when we don't believe

we are loving
bleeding
conscious
things

and we are beautiful
and we can change the world
and we are living/breathing

we are loving
bleeding
conscious
things

and we are beautiful
and we can change the world
and we are living/breathing
Track Name: Your Free Spirit
faded on the road
long gone and so alone
soaking in the rain so far from home

throw that soul to waste
swear i'm all kinds of new today
this drunk idiot hollers out your name

he wants to be your friend
he wants to be your free spirit
he wants to be yours

he wants to be your friend
he wants to be your free spirit
he wants to be yours
he wants to be yours

evenings on the route
these riders harbor doubt
down to sigh and sink into the crowd

this night is room to grow
a chance to carry home
swear this busted soul will come around

he wants to be your friend
he wants to be your free spirit
he wants to be yours

he wants to be your friend
he wants to be your free spirit
he wants to be yours
he wants to be yours

to leave this cold behind to find
a better point of view
to walk along a different path
and wind up next to you

to be alone with all guards down
all lost on in a dream
it's now or no one
this heart is off
to set a spirit free

we weren't made to be down
Track Name: Cowards Run
memories of a son
to remember well
damn the skies and finding i
was broke before i fell

blue eyed gifts so innocenct
oh where did it go wrong
it makes into a crooked thief
to try and be so strong

so we run
cause cowards run
and so we run
cause we all run away

theyre the wolves hunting down
tracking all the sins
they were the ones so sad and dark
hopeless giving in

wrapped in fear and struck by doubt
inside all lashing out
the weak are gone but they'll be strong
the next time they come round

so we run
cause cowards run
and so we run
cause we all run

i lost a lot for you
i lost a lot
i lost a lot for you
i lost a lot
i took the weight off
it made me new
i lost a lot for you
and i lost you
Track Name: For The Best
the strangest feelings
have run through this heart
they've been slowly fading
since we've been apart

and i hope you are well
i'd never wish ill on you
once thought you'd be here with me
some things are not meant to be

since you, i've been mostly smiles
after the thoughts i expressed
not heard from you in a while
sometimes it's all for the best

the world is full of terrible things
i plan out my every exit scheme
how nice it would be
to have someone new
if you only realized
what i would have done for you

and i hope you are well
i'd never wish ill on you
once thought you'd be here with me
some things are not meant to be

since you, i've been mostly smiles
after the thoughts i expressed
not heard from you in a while
sometimes it's all for the best

let it go
Track Name: Here For You
is friendship a debt
some aren't willing to repay
do they often run away

is it all who you know
living off those of your own
as if that's what we're all here for

are the people that you knew
now the people you just know of
all off in a different place

do you search out for more
are you lonely or bored
with no one left to set you straight

know i often
am running away
from debts i
can't seem to repay
you may take from me
you may break me down
but i'm lost not
having you around

will you feel broken down
when there's no one left around
will you feel you've had enough

will the love in your heart
leave you all falling apart
til your friends come and stitch you up

ones we had and ones we lost
or fallen out of touch
days may change but friends we'll stay
i am here for you always
always

i've been holding on
holding out for you
but i'm finding now
there's nothing i can do
to keep working at it
i keep breaking down
i'm so lost without it
having you all around

ones we had and ones we lost
or fallen out of touch
days may change but friends we'll stay
i am here for you always
always
Track Name: Jet Trails
i've been
surfing jet trails
i've been leaving
pain behind

have no notion
where i'm going
just enjoying
my time

to know you's
not to love you
so i don't think
that i do

just to wait here
around for you
up until you
come around

some will
deny the change
and yet comes
the rearrange

i've been
surfing jet trails
i've been leaving
pain behind

let's go somewhere
for the summer
and hope to find out
just what we should be looking for

let's go somewhere
for the summer
and hope to find out
just what we should've been looking for

i ain't waiting around
there's too much to be found
i ain't waiting around
i'm done hanging out
Track Name: In Crisis
look who's running off again
stupid useless aging wreck

but he will
live this life
on his own time
on his own time

all their daggers have his name
but he loves them all the same

and he will
live this life
on his own time
on his own time

we all circle back on decisions we made
discover we're in crisis yet again

it's only your life
Track Name: Live For Something New (B-Side)
guess i'm still young
feel i waited too long
all of the things wishing
i could have done

i think i waited
i waited too long
so this is a coup
this is me moving on

could there be a source of inspiration
i am lost, in need of pulling through
could there be somehow a hand worth holding
i would like to live for something new

we've crossed some lines
and we've made dumb mistakes
i still think you'll end up
something great someday

and i knew you before
i knew your name
if i saw you now
i'd have nothing to say

could there be a source of inspiration
i am lost, in need of pulling through
could there be somehow a hand worth holding
i would like to live for something new

but i'm not alone
Track Name: Miles To Nowhere (B-Side)
i've been playing
the strangest game
every time i figure out
the rules they change

and i've been off
to find my place
and hope to god
this all makes sense someday

and it's miles to nowhere
and the new age just lead me there

there are times
feeling off
to no result
but keeping on

no revelate
but progress made
and keep on running
til my body caves

and it's miles to nowhere
and the new age just lead me there